Sometimes I wonder what if I could get away. For 3 years, what if I just go and disappear? Then come back with a new life, a fresh start A clean, healthy and unbroken heart I wish to go a place away from the world Forget the pain I caused and the lies I’ve told No friends, no family, no lovers Live my life quietly among strangers I will let nature take its course Wash out all the regret and all the remorse Try to change my ways, one bad habit after another Be the best version of myself or be someone better If do all these things and get my life on track Will you wait for me until I get back? If I return to you as a changed man, a better one Will you still be here? Or will you be gone?